#i’m Very quiet and Mostly potty trained. but im also scared of everything and require a lot of food so. it’s a bad deal tbh lmao
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#vent#vent post#Seven’s Public Diary#took me thirty five godforsaken minutes to reply to one single text message#what’s the point of anything anymore. i wanna just lay down in a ditch and give the fuck up#im so tired#i can’t keep up! i cannot do this shit! i’m inching toward a breaking point!#shouldn’t ever take that long to cobble together four fucking sentences. there’s something so very very wrong with me#can’t remember the last time i said or typed something out and Didn’t regret it#i can’t tell if it’s the autism or the social anxiety or the asocial-ness or the years of isolation or what but. uhm Something’s to blame#is anyone in the market for a good-for-nothing housepet. …/hj#i’m Very quiet and Mostly potty trained. but im also scared of everything and require a lot of food so. it’s a bad deal tbh lmao#okay thats enough self-pity. there’ll be time for more later but not now#time to wrangle the fragmented pieces of my broken brain together long enough to get some holiday shopping done. joy joy joy.#fucking hate the holidays and i hate this family. and this life. and this body. and this brain. but i can’t escape it#just gotta reach the point where i can stop feeling it all so deeply. hey siri how do i turn off my emotions#oh what’s that? it took me nearly 30 minutes to make this stupid fucking vent post? yeah that sounds about right. sigh
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